- _-;; Maybe I don¡¯t look it, but I actually DO think deeply about my present self and my future. So don¡¯t flip when you see¡¦
Today¡¯s Topic: My Talents and my
Future Job
This has been a issue for me, because I HAVE NOT YET FOUND ANY TALENT (haha, that is, IF there is any talent in this pitiful soul)!
You¡¯d think, that by my freshman year, I would find SOMETHING I was good at, but noooooo¡¦ God has decided to conceal it from me.
Of course, I have things that I might be good at, perhaps art. But I am not good at it ENOUGH for art to be my future career. plus there are so many other people that are better than me. *cough* karen *cough*
The same for writing. I love it, but the idea of me writing a book for over a year and use another couple of years for editing¡¦let¡¯s just say that that¡¯s not my thing.
you can just forget about math, I can¡¯t write proofs and memorize formulas for shit.
- _-;;; no need to talk about other subjects, cuz I suck ass at those too.
My athletic ability? Please... If I was good at even ONE sport I wouldn¡¯t be writing this shit here.
For around 3 years, my dream job was to be a doctor, because... I just found disease and cancer overly interesting...but I think about it again, and I find the idea very VERY far away.
For one thing, you have to be super good at Biology, and if you¡¯d seen my first quarter bio grade....haha;;;
Plus, I realized that doctors are not God. They cannot save everyone. Some diseases are just to strong to cure. That is why doctors have to be mentally strong to endure the shock of not being able to save a person. I asked myself if I could carry the weight of the issue of life or death on my shoulders¡¦ I answered no.
Please pop me out of my bubble of semi-depression. | 
